Golden Time Response

NOTE: Having finished this review, I recognize that it is largely devoid of those prized reviewing things called “logic” and “good analysis.” I apologize. And yet, I think it might still be worth reading. It’s not really a review; it’s a response, because that’s all I can manage for this show and because maybe that’s what this show really needs.

I’m just going to start off here: this was the most difficult review piece I’ve written all season (although I haven’t yet seen Nagi no Asukara), and I apologize in advance (again) if this review is disjointed or just ends up making not a lick of sense. Golden Time hit me emotionally and connected at a very personal and visceral level, and yet, I see that there are inherent and obvious flaws in the show. At what point does a reviewer have to scrap their own feelings and aim to be objective? Is it even possible to be objectively review a show when there is so much emotion bound up in one’s impressions of said show?Golden Time Poster

Those are pretty difficult questions, but here is perhaps some sort of an answer. I have to, at some level, base this response off of my feelings about the show, because a review that ignores my own perceptions…well, firstly, isn’t a piece that I’m interested in writing and, secondly, wouldn’t be honest. So, as I go on with this response, I will be trying to stick to my core philosophy on reviewing shows: I’m looking for the good first, and then those things that hold the show back will be dealt with in turn. And with all that being said (probably poorly), my kneejerk rating for Golden Time is 8/10, and you can find it ranked on the Ongoing Rankings Page.

Of course, having said all that, I feel as if I have to start with Golden Time‘s flaws for the review to make any sense. To lead off the considerable list of problems, the pacing of the show in sections was terrible. The first four episodes were the biggest perpetrator here, with Banri’s confession to Koko at the end of the fourth episode shaking me up enough during my weekly watching that I put the show on hold to marathon after the final episode was released. The pacing problems continue all the way through episode 7, then right themselves until they pop up again later in the series.

Next up on the list of flaws is the use of Ghost Banri. From the start, I hated the implementation of Ghost Banri and tried to think of him as nothing more than a visual incarnation of Real Banri’s past, butposter6956 Ghost Banri was never really presented like that. Overall, it was an extremely clumsy device and was the source of a lot of rage from me towards the show early on. As the show progresses, Ghost Banri became less of a problem for me (Real Banri’s bad luck and the car accident were realistic enough on their own for me to dismiss the conceit that Ghost Banri was haunting his old body), but then Ghost Banri crops up again in the final episode in a baffling sequence. Overall, the show was much stronger when Ghost Banri wasn’t treated as a character, but left Real Banri to deal with the implications of his old memories returning.

Those two issues were specific enough and recurred frequently enough that I can write at length on them, but the show is littered with other problems. Wide swaths of the show make no sense, and while the amnesia element didn’t cause me too much grief during the watching of the show, looking back it seems quite contrived in places. But if I didn’t notice that during the actual watch of the show, I’m not going to really count that against Golden Time.

One fact about this show that I am pretty certain of is that it is far better when marathoned than when watched weekly. Because the flaws, as I’ve said, generally are unique to episodes and situations, it’s fairly easy in a marathon to simply breeze through the story and forget about the problems of the last episode. I definitely think there is something (not sure what) to be said about Yuyuko Takemiya’s writing that there were so many obvious flaws in the show, and yet it still managed to be emotional and compelling. How does a single show contain so many problems, yet still succeed in maintaining engagement and delivering a story with an emotional payoff like Golden Time does? It’s a mystery to me, it truly is.

Golden Time Episode 21

So, where do I go from here? That was four paragraphs of flaws; and yet I still want to give this show an 8/10. It’s even more mystifying when I consider the fact that I have no earthly idea what message Golden Time was trying to send. There’s a sheer density to the events that occur, and to the themes that the events raise that Golden Time essentially became an overload of themes and moments that I valued. As far as a single message goes, at a point in the show, Golden Time seemed to me to be a ringing endorsement of the truth that love is a choice, not just a feeling. Banri, time and time again, verbally commits to Koko despite his conflicted feelings and backs up his words by staying with her. But everything seems to fall apart in episode 20 when Banri’s memories come back in at the disastrous Awa festival.

Somehow, none of this seems to be anybody’s fault, even though everyone is acting selfishly. It’s not Banri’s fault that his current identity is slowly being supplanted his memories of the past, and he’s certainly not to blame for his absolute terror of “dying,” as he accurately rightfully describes it, but that doesn’t change the fact that he lies to Koko and hides things from her. It’s not Koko’s fault that Banri lies to her, and I struggle whether or not to blame her for breaking up with Banri, but it doesn’t change the fact that she chose to protect herself first in a moment when Banri needed her. And it’s not really Linda’s fault that Banri had his accident, and her resistance to telling the truth about the past is, at heart, intended for Banri’s own good, but she also can’t totally keep herself detached from Banri.

Golden Time Banri Running

The pain that underlines this show is so painfully evident at times, and the dramatic tension is layered so thickly in places that its impossible to see through the morass to the ending. I never really thought the ending would be anything but Koko x Banri, and I think that is the way it should have been, but was this really the right path to take to the destination?

And that’s the question, I suppose: does the fact that ending was right excuse the means Golden Time took to get there? The conclusion it seems I’ve reached is: yes.

Here, perhaps, is my final reasoning for why I wanted to give Golden Time the high ranking of an 8/10. It is populated by characters who are hurt, injured, extremely flawed, incomplete, selfish, foolish, unkind at times, unlikable at others, weak, broken, mean and human. Love is not logical; the way humans act when they are in pain isn’t logical; the disasters that befall us and the pains we experience aren’t logical. Life is a huge, unqualified mess. It can be awful, terrible, and all sorts of other nasty things. But Golden Time pushes through all of that and gives the audience Koko and Banri walking hand in hand at the end of it all.

So, that’s it. You could say Golden Time is a mess of a show, and I wouldn’t necessarily disagree with you. You could say that the characters are unlikable, Koko and Banri’s relationship was forced and seemed fake, and I wouldn’t necessarily disagree with you. You could even say that Koko and Banri didn’t deserve a happy ending, and I wouldn’t necessarily disagree with you.

All this might be true. Yet…there it is.

Golden Time Episode 24 Banri x Koko

It’s Linda yelling for Banri to run to Koko, even though she still loves him. It’s Banri looking into the mirror and deciding that, no matter what his memories may do, he can still make his own decisions. It’s Banri remembering Koko on the bridge and Koko accepting him, even though she very well knows he could forget her in the next moment.

It is all of that, and all of the mess of the show, and there’s still a happy ending. That must be the answer. It has to be, for me. Maybe it’s not an answer for anyone else, but I’m out of other options for myself. Even if Golden Time was a disaster of show, it’s a happy ending. And maybe that’s just what you need at the end of this disaster we call life, something hopeful that proclaims, “Something good can come out of something awful.”

RECOMMENDATION:

Golden Time is a show worth watching. It may or may not be a bad show and I may even consider it a disaster, but I’m convinced that somehow there is some form of inherent value in watching everything unfold in this story about hugely flawed human beings that redeems everything that works to drag the show down. It’s not an easy watch. It may not even be fun. But, for whatever inexplicable reason, I think it’s important.

Golden Time 21 Koko Comforts Banri

6 thoughts on “Golden Time Response

  1. Having arrived here from your post in the dedicated thread on CR, I can now see what you meant about being frustrated due to not being able to put your thoughts into words 😛

    About the finale Linda x Ghost Banri scene: Rushed for the sake of convenience and poorly-executed indeed. I think what we were supposed to draw from it was that it was really more of a metaphor than it looked to be. Linda, as we assumed for most of the show, was content to live with her memories of them from the past and clear the present-slate in order to move on, deciding to take an interest in Mitsuo. If the way Banri and Koko got together is anything to go by, rebounds don’t exist in the Golden Time universe and characters can switch their affections from one person to the other pretty quickly…

    Either way, I think this was a greatly written review and even if I don’t agree with everything, I think you put out some valuable input on the show. My one issue would be that it seems to be in an unhappy limbo as to its intended audience? I mean, the main body discusses the events of the show just enough to spoil, yet without going into the in-depth detail one might look forward to if they had already seen it. And yet, the final paragraph is a recommendation for people who have read the whole thing that they should watch it, so I’m assuming this means you wanted to make it viable for both? Not sure if I’d keep reading if I hadn’t watched and saw spoilers.

    Anyway, good stuff. I also liked your Guide to Introducing First Timers, found it very helpful.

    P.S. Give Nagi no Asukara a go. Like with Golden Time, you need to be patient with the characters, and they may feel a bit less real and more moe-like, but so far I’ve been spellbound by the visuals and it has succeeded in getting some pretty hefty feels out of me.

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    • Thanks for the feedback! I’ll take a look at the spoilers, but I definitely understand what you’re saying about the audience limbo. I sort of think that might also be a function of my general inability to process this show in an effective manner, as well.

      And yeah, I’ll be marathoning NagiAsu when the final episode has aired. I was super hyped for it when it came out and have been looking forward to it for a long time now (over half a year…)!

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      • You’re welcome! I’m an amateur reviewer myself, and the lack of accessible avenues for feedback for each review on CR is turning me a little insane to be honest with you, like when Koko is confronted with Banri’s empty apartment and quickly degenerates into Exorcist Mode. Maybe I should just post them in the forum’s discussion threads for each show from now on actually…

        Either way I know the feeling exactly when you’re grasping at straws to not sound like a total nincompoop about something you have conflicting feelings about 😀

        Hope you enjoy Nagi anyway, I’ll be sure to check out your blog post on it.

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  2. Well said. I really enjoyed the series, so much so that it has taken the #3 spot on my all-time favorites list, ahead of Toradora!, so I don’t necessarily think of it as a mess, but I recognize that others might think so. Where others see a mess, I see, as you so aptly stated, LIFE. Despite the unrealistic ghost character, the show just reeks of realistic emotions and behavior. Kouko breaking up with Banri when she did was realistic. She was watching her greatest fears come to life, so it was time for her to cut her losses and set him free to become whoever he was going to become. However, when pressed, she did ask him to come back to her if his love for her survived the final healing process from his accident.

    As for the “rebound” concept mentioned by Renegatz: I don’t see there as being an issue with rebound in Golden Time. When Kouko got the final “not in a million years” from Mitsuo, it wasn’t like she wasn’t expecting it. Following Mitsuo to college was a last-ditch desperation move. The character we get to know over the course of the story is not stupid enough to not see the writing on the wall. So, in a sense, she was well prepared to move on. In fact, (this part might mix in knowledge from the LN as well as anime…) as her confession after hitting Banri with the stolen bike lets us know, even before Mitsuo totally rejected her, she had a growing attraction to Banri. That much is clear from her behavior at the cult. When he first confessed to her, she wasn’t ready to make a commitment to a relationship because she wanted to make sure that what she felt was really love for Banri and didn’t want Banri to be a “rebound man”. When Banri couldn’t deal with the friendzone anymore, she made the decision to trust her feelings, which were always screaming “YES”, even the first time Banri confessed to her.

    The way that the characters mature over the course of the story is really amazing. There are so many times when I expected Kouko to act immaturely where she showed growth and chose to be the better woman that Banri saw in her, instead of the girl who drove Mitsuo away. After the nightclub incident is one of the biggest. Sure, she slapped him in the heat of the moment. Frankly, he deserved it! Then, when he asks her to wait for him at his apartment, she does. When I expected her to explode at him, instead she embraces him and opens her heart to him. What she asks for at the time, “don’t remember your past”, is still an immature emotion, but it is real and honest.

    The fact that she encourages him to reconnect with his former self later on shows growth again. However, seeing him break down on Oka’s camera, seeing him call out for Linda and not remember his current self, drives home the reality that she is losing him to himself. At that point, her growth begins to revert, but not fully. She doesn’t try to cling to him irrationally, but chooses to actually encourage him to heal. My take on her breaking up with him is that she perceived it as necessary for Banri to actually heal completely. Each time Banri had an “episode”, the thing that brought him back to his current self was Kouko’s name. I think that Kouko realized that she was holding Banri back, in a sense. He didn’t want to lose her and leave her alone, so he kept fighting the healing process. Once Kouko broke up with him, that wasn’t holding him back anymore.

    I loved the use of the mirrors and the running shoes in the finale. Tying things back to the early part of the story like that was genius. I really felt like there wasn’t a detail in the story that was wasted. Everything had meaning in some way. That really impressed me…

    Well, I will have to write my full review sometime for the blog I write for… Thanks for writing yours. I enjoyed it.

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    • Sorry I’m so late replying to this; your comment came right after I left for vacation and I just got back a few days ago.

      Thanks for your comment! I do agree that Kouko showed a lot of growth over the course of the series, and she also portrays the difficulty of changing oneself. So often we can see our own flaws, but still struggle to address them and become the person we want to be.

      The show is full of very real struggles like that, and the reason I think it somewhat comes across to me as messy is that all there are so many of them, rather than just a few. But life doesn’t hand us problems in neat little narrative arcs, we struggle with all of them all at the same time. And so, while it may not make for the most polished of stories, it certainly is honest.

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